somethings that only mean something to me

JUST FYI

Tue, 05 Jun 2012 16:43:53 -0600

So I am going to be making a new tumblr… Because I am really tired of having so many people that I don’t want to know about mine knowing about it.

I want to be able to post whatever I want without worrying who is going to see it.

Uhm, I guess if you want my to follow you on that new account just send your url in my ask.

Fiona, I know this is insignificant, but I just wanted to let you know that there were people who didn't judge at Flour Bluff, who didn't say awful things. I hope you're doing okay & I hope you live a happy life.

Sun, 03 Jun 2012 14:46:32 -0600

Thank you, a lot. It does mean something.

foreversupergay: ” My rapist doesn’t know he’s a...

Sun, 03 Jun 2012 14:22:24 -0600

foreversupergay:

” My rapist doesn’t know he’s a rapist”

It’s funny, people will reblog this and act like they believe and support. They put on this huge front. Pretend to be compassionate and act like they care about what happens to others. They pretend that they care about what happens to other people.
BUT WHEN IT HAPPENS TO SOMEONE THEY KNOW… When someone they know goes to a party, because they are depressed the their therapist isn’t helping. She lost everything that she cared about when she was ripped away from her home from everyone she loved. She didn’t know how to be happy. And when this someone is some miserable they are honestly thinking about killing themself and they’ve been using drugs and alcohol to cope… They go to a party with someone they work with and they drink, drink a lot. And then they get taken advantage of. SHE IS SO ASHAMED. The boy goes to work and tells everyone. Uses it against her, holds that night over her head. And so she pretends that it is okay, she doesn’t want to be “that easy slut” so she pretends that she likes the boy…. Even though the thought of being next to him makes her want to throw up. It makes her sick to think about that boy taking her clothes off. She just wants it to all go away.

BUT THE PROBLEM IS SHE GOT PREGNANT.
AS SOON AS SHE FOUND OUT, she got away. Ran away from the situation. Quit the job, but it was too late.
All of her friends, MY EXFRIENDS… They do just what the girl in the picture is talking about.
They called me a slut and said horrible things to me.
Made me hate myself more than I already did. I got raped. And I got punished for it. Just because I didn’t want to be an easy slut and I went with it.
I WAS ASHAMED. But no one cared.
I’m not really ashamed anymore. I have been working really hard to accept everything that happened.
I left school early, put as much space between me and the world possible. I did some self-improvement. I didn’t walk the stage out of fear. I didn’t want to see that guy. I have anxiety attacks every time that I go in public because I am scared to see someone that I used to know.
And you know, I am still working on everything but I am getting to an okay place.

I have something to live for now. A reason to make my life okay. I am starting over and I know that one day everything is going to be alright. I am going to get away from this place and make something of myself…
And deep down I’ve forgiven all those people that were so ugly to me. But I really hope that some day they will learn to maybe take a second and think about what’s going on before they be so evil to another person.

oh-rebecca: EVERYONE HAS TO WATCH THIS RIGHT NOW. EVERYONE.

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 23:35:45 -0600

oh-rebecca:

EVERYONE HAS TO WATCH THIS RIGHT NOW. EVERYONE.

def going to get Asian food with my mom on the 8th (my bday) so that I can use my fortune cookie...

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 23:23:02 -0600

def going to get Asian food with my mom on the 8th (my bday) so that I can use my fortune cookie numbers on my first lottery ticket.

Might order pizza after work.

Tue, 24 Jan 2012 14:20:03 -0600

Might order pizza after work.

fuckyeahhubblespacetelescope: Hourglass Nebula When I was...

Tue, 24 Jan 2012 14:18:10 -0600

fuckyeahhubblespacetelescope:

Hourglass Nebula

When I was little I wanted to be an astronaut. I went to about five “space camps” at Nasa when we lived in Houston. And I was beyond amazed with all of it. I had a postcard of this picture on my wall next to my bed.
I don’t know when, but slowly as time passed I decided I wasn’t good enough and that was just a silly dream. It’s sad. Giving up like that. I have done it a few times in my life.
And I’ve finally decided I am done with it.
I could have tried, worked hard, and been an astronaut.

protesthour: “Could we even recognize ourselves, and if we did,...

Tue, 24 Jan 2012 14:09:08 -0600

protesthour:

“Could we even recognize ourselves, and if we did, would we know ourselves? What would we say to ourselves? What would we learn from ourselves? What would we really like to see if we could stand outside ourselves and look at us?”

tildaswintons: So the cosmonaut is in there and he has this...

Tue, 24 Jan 2012 14:08:48 -0600

tildaswintons:

So the cosmonaut is in there and he has this portal window and he’s looking out of it and he sees the curvature of the earth for the first time. He’s the first man to ever look at the planet he’s from. And he’s lost in that moment and all of a sudden there’s this strange ticking. A few days go by with this sound and he knows that this small sound will break him. He will lose his mind. What’s he gonna do? He’s up in space. Alone. In a space closet. He’s got 25 days left to go with this sound. So Cosmonaut decides the only way to save his sanity is to fall in love with this sound. So he closes his eyes and he goes into his imagination and then he opens them. He doesn’t hear ticking any more. He hears music. And he spends the remainder of his time sailing through space in total bliss and peace.

Done with high school. You really couldn’t pay me to go back there. Lol@ all the kids who are...

Sun, 22 Jan 2012 18:17:31 -0600

Done with high school.

You really couldn’t pay me to go back there.

Lol@ all the kids who are going to be getting up Monday morning.
I think I’ll go to yoga with my mom at noon.
I don’t have to work or anything. Makes for a great day.

ghostnextdoor: backstage at Rodarte, Spring 2008

Wed, 04 Jan 2012 11:40:35 -0600

ghostnextdoor:

backstage at Rodarte, Spring 2008

it’s so hard to explain this movie to someone without...

Tue, 03 Jan 2012 11:19:54 -0600

it’s so hard to explain this movie to someone without making them think you’re nuts.

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Tue, 03 Jan 2012 11:07:08 -0600

0h-darling: I’ll grow oldAnd start acting my ageI’ll be a brand...

Sun, 01 Jan 2012 20:02:46 -0600

0h-darling:

I’ll grow old
And start acting my age
I’ll be a brand new day
In a life that you hate

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Sun, 01 Jan 2012 19:57:36 -0600

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Sun, 01 Jan 2012 19:56:36 -0600

Who got you pregnant?

Sun, 01 Jan 2012 19:44:27 -0600

Sorry, but I am not getting into this with an anon.

post pics of you and your belly. i bet you are the most adorable pregnant woman.

Sun, 01 Jan 2012 19:43:13 -0600

Hahaha, you’re real sweet and everything but I’m really not.
Maybe just a bit chubby looking :P

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Sun, 01 Jan 2012 19:42:36 -0600

can’t wait until I have my little tiny waist back.I miss...

Sun, 01 Jan 2012 19:32:55 -0600

can’t wait until I have my little tiny waist back.
I miss it.
hellllloooo crunches after baby.