So I am going to be making a new tumblr… Because I am really tired of having so many people that I don’t want to know about mine knowing about it. I want to be able to post whatever I want without worrying who is going to see it. Uhm, I guess if you want my to follow you on that new account just send your url in my ask.
newspeak- asked: Fiona, I know this is insignificant, but I just wanted to let you know that there were people who didn't judge at Flour Bluff, who didn't say awful things. I hope you're doing okay & I hope you live a happy life.
def going to get Asian food with my mom on the 8th (my bday) so that I can use my fortune cookie numbers on my first lottery ticket.
Done with high school. You really couldn’t pay me to go back there. Lol@ all the kids who are going to be getting up Monday morning. I think I’ll go to yoga with my mom at noon. I don’t have to work or anything. Makes for a great day.
Anonymous asked: Who got you pregnant?
Anonymous asked: post pics of you and your belly. i bet you are the most adorable pregnant woman.
i can do this.
yeah, I am scared and worried a lot. but I know how to power through things. and I have done it before. not on such a huge scale. But, still, I can do this. all of this. and I am going to be great.
this lack of information on the internet doesn’t make sense and it’s making me so mad. and the last thing that i want to do at this point is have to pay to talk to someone. so much frustration. and heartburn. because my stomach is practically where my lungs should be.
this morning on my way to school,
I saw a black and white cat curled up in the road. I guess that it got hit by a car. And I had to do everything that I could for the rest of the drive, not to cry. That was someone’s little pet, I want someone to go get it and take it out of the road before someone else runs it over. It just looked like it was sleeping, it needs to be buried.
I'm pretty sure
ovomocti: my hatred for the people at this fucking school grows every fucking day.
everything you keep saying just keeps making me...
that I’d done things different. all you ever did was love me and now when you call it’s a miracle when it used to just be the highlight of my days. seriously, the biggest mistake of my life. and funny thing is, I was just saying how much I regretted letting you go today at lunch. and then two hours later you call. i know that saying we’re connected is ridiculous. but this...
iblogforthekids asked: You're beautiful. :)
if the only things you believe (in) are terrible lies, filled with anger and resentment… what kind of life does that make? i feel really sorry for you. it must hurt a lot to hold all of that in while sticking your nose in the air, pretending to be better than everyone and anyone.
i can’t believe how horribly sad things make me lately. i just read on of those horrible “this happened to this girl” things on here. abuse and whatnot. have you ever just felt completely numb? i’m in class but all i want to do is cry. these baby hormones are making me so emotional. like, that’s someone’s child. someone’s perfect little baby that...
how do they expect me to fill out superlative...
i spend so much of my time not knowing anyone, who am i supposed to vote for? like…. most likely to own a zoo? really? i should have just put “your mom” for all of the ones I wasn’t sure about.
Just sent an email to my English professor;
rainbowballz: “If I don’t show up today it’s because I’m in a ditch somewhere freezing to death” As if he didn’t already have enough reason to think I’m a weirdo. I should send this to my first period teacher. I’m never there… She probably already thinks I’m dead.
Anonymous asked: when is your baby due? are you excited?
Anonymous asked: I'd date you. And I'd love the shit out of your baby.
plus, i’m starting to get fat…..
abnormally good night. but i am going to try and make this a rule right now= FIONA: crushes are alright but DON’T EVEN THINK ABOUT OR GET YOUR HOPES UP ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE. no one wants to date a pregnant girl or someone with a newborn. that would be the ultimate case of setting myself and someone else up for failure. esp. because i am just being silly. there’s nothing even...